wad is luv?

Tell Me

2005-07-08T10:58:00.000+08:00

Have u ever missed someone and feltterriblebecause u think tat he/she doesn't miss u?Missing someone is a terrible but at thesame time,sweet feeling.U will be sitting around wondering if umeantanything to her.Thinking if she ever cares about u.Rushing to the phone once it ringshoping that it's her.Looking out of the window hoping that she willsurprise u by appearing downstairs.Sitting in front of the television butthinking of hermissing the final episode of yourfavourite show.Laying on your bed, thinking of the lasttime u wentout together.Thinking of how nice it will be to situnder the starsagain, talking about everything, yourdreams,plans, future.Logging on to the internet hoping to see heronline.When u realise that she isn't onlineand did notreturn your page, u will start worrying if she isokay.Missing someone is a way of growing up iguess.It exposes u to loneliness.It teaches u how to cope with beinglonely and let uknow that there is actually a feelingknown asemptiness.Sometimes it feels good to miss someone.U know that u really care and u indulgein thefeeling of loving/caring for him/her.But missing someone and not knowing ifhe/she isfeeling the same is terrible.U feel as if u are being left alone.So if u miss someone, tell him/her andlet themknow.At the same time, ask if they miss u.Don't let the feeling of missing someonebecomejealousy or paranoid.If u are the one being missed and u knowit, let theother party know.if u miss him/her too, tell them.Don't let them wait!TELL ME NoW!

Guess???

2005-07-07T12:59:00.000+08:00

Anyone haf any guess wat i wan for my badae? haha..

pathetic dae

2005-06-20T17:26:00.000+08:00

haizz..so many tink hapen todae..so sianzz..last nite me fite..my bro go to hos..noone wan to tok..haizz..argg...

haizzz..

2005-03-28T11:29:00.000+08:00

Wat a week..meet wif accident..hais..

Where im going?

2005-03-19T10:15:00.000+08:00

Haha..to tell the truth, i oso duno where im going..tot to go to malaysia, thailand, indonesia..mayb go to canada..haha..i duno..mayb australia..im not tat sure..i will decide on that dae..since money not a problem, maybe i go all the place..haha..i just duno..hope that this adventure will change me to be a worse person than before..tata..ooo..ya..to the people i forget to mention in my dedication, thank you..

Dedication..

2005-03-16T12:07:00.000+08:00

I would like to dedicate this section to people who i have came across in my life so far..

To my parents..
thank you for guiding me through thick and thin and for bringing me up..I luv you two..

To my Bros..
Well..take care of urself..i will not be able to help you two while i away..

To Arfah..
Do well for ur O Level k..Dun be so notti..luv ya very much..

To Class 4d(2003)..
You guys sure are the best lots of ppl..

To Annie..
stop dreaming of F4..gif mingmar a chance..

To pei Qi..
thank you for ur care..mi fren told me tat onli u reply for the fone wen it was lost..

To Lynn..
thank you for being the onli one that reply to my friendster bulletin to ask for my new no..

To the last but not least..Rui Fang..
Thank you for being my fren..u r the best..im sorri..i dun mean to lie to u bout me n my
neighbour..i noe u will not listen..i jus made the story up so that u will not feel tat bad bout
wat had happen to u..im sorri..take care..

i will be away on 31 march..i duno for how long..well..take care..

Pls Read

2005-02-21T10:54:00.000+08:00

All my life..My love been waiting for you..All my life..My heart been waiting too..Don you know I need you..And adore you..All my life..I’ll give to only you..I’ve been waiting for someone to come into my life..Who would bring me joy and give me pleasure..I have taken chances on romances once or twice..And I found that in my heart its you I treasure..You and only you can make me feel the way I do..You and only you can make it better..You and only you can do the freaky things you do..And Im so into you and that forever and ever..Sometimes when Im down and alone..I feel just like a child with out a home..The love you give me keeps me hanging on, Rui Fang..All I ever need is you..You are my first love, you are my last..You are my future, you are my past..Ooo..Loving you is all I ask..All I ever need is you..Looking at the pages of my life..Faded memories of me and you..Mistakes you know I have made a few I took some shots and fell from time to time..Baby, you were there to pull me through..We have been around the block a time or two..Im gonna lay it on the line..Ask me how we have come this far..The answer written in my eyes..Everytime I look at you, I see something new..That takes me higher than before and makes me want you more..I dont wanna sleep tonight, dreaming just a waste of time..When I look at what my life been coming to Im all about loving you..

I have lived, I have loved, I have lost, I have paid some dues..We have been to hell and back again..Through it all you are always my best friend..For all the words I didn't say and all the things I didn't do..

Ps: I luv ya..Dun ignore me..Plz..

Wen...

2005-02-21T08:58:00.000+08:00

Wen someone u love start hating u, everytink went horribly wrong..u lost ur luv live, ur friend, ur appetite, ur motive of live, etc..wen sumone u love did notink wen another person sae bad tink bout him or her, the person will b dissapointed..wen sumone u love dun even bother to tok to u, u feel loneli..wen sumone u love dun wan to listen to u, u feel useless..wen u noe sumone u love wan to commit suicide n u just cant do anitink bout it, u noe that sumone is horribly wrong n no matter how hard u try, its all in his or her hand to decide..

wat a dae!!

2005-02-18T12:59:00.000+08:00

Haha..No one noe how it has been for me yesterdae..its a most painful dae of mi live..i mean physically..haha..i wokw up late for skool..class start at 8am bt i reached at 9am..haha..luckily..no one scold me..due to me in hurry, i 4gt to do big bis in toilet..haha..so i had a run while on the way to skool..haha..so since in bus, i control it..den reach skool..till 5 plus i control it..den i go home..haha..but still i haf nt visited the precious place..haha..so after 10hours of gruelling experience, i gt to do the most important tink for the day..haha..

nvm

2005-02-16T11:12:00.000+08:00

never sae wat u dun waan to sae..dun gif false hope..dun sae wat in ur heart..cos tat will onli make u a liar..a liar is sumone hu sae sumtink den dun mean it..dese include those hu break so many promises..busted fren..make ppl wait so long..all the ects..

Haizs.....

2005-02-15T11:24:00.000+08:00

Haha..Yesterdae almost sae smth tat i shudnt sae..Luckily im tinking straight..Fuyoh..Anyway yesterdae is as i noe valentime dae..haha..its a total disaster for me..bt wat im shock is that rf bro have a conversation wif me..haha..well tats all for now..gt to tink of wat to do now..haha..c ya..

Why huh?

2005-02-09T01:57:00.000+08:00

Itys easy..im alady sad n if i be sad n cry who would coax me..noobody will coax me..noone to tok to..noone to express my tot..haiz..if u wana be wateva tat u wana be den be ar..u wont listen to me..u jus dun care bout urself..y bother trying to be sumone tat u r nt..y u wana wat u r nt..jus to take revenge..jus to satisfy ur anger..haiz..

haiz..

2005-02-07T08:56:00.000+08:00

dun realli wana sae much todae..life jus turn frm bad to worst..haha..meet wif accident yest, nearli fight, quarrel wif rf..haiz..me sori..dun wana u to be hurt by dem..anyway..noone read the blog..no comment..nth..haha..nw i noe y wen im sad i laugh..tata

Why???

2005-01-26T04:19:00.000+08:00

Life has been very bad for me..I hav been down..N its been very very down..Run away frm hm..haiz..wat is becoming of me..help! haiz..aniway, i still need time to soothe myself..deres hold my my heart..mayb time could make it betta..noone to help..noone to care..no frenz to b wif..noone to tok..haiz..the world too large to b in..everyone too bz wif their life..at least she is doing betta..many bois going for her..jus hope dey dun fall just cos she gt pretty alady..haiz..how i hope she remain plum as b4..well..c ya again..

Ps: Luv ya alwayz

Finalli..

2005-01-19T12:14:00.000+08:00

Yeah..Sumone finalli read mi blog..

Hi again...

2005-01-18T10:57:00.000+08:00

Today, i haf 3 exam papers..Luckily i know how to do..However, i dun get full mark..I was hoping for the full mark..Too many pressure from my parents these few days..Haiz..Who says if you do gd u get gd returns..Its all lies..I hate doing good..It is not rewarding at all..

Ps: I still luv ya nomatter what ya say

Hi..

2005-01-17T07:59:00.000+08:00

This is my first time writing this..Well basically, i hate what that had happened to me recently..Thats all..I have to go and think what im gonna do..

Ps: i still luv ya